Tag: hope

A Crazy Kind Of Beautiful

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There’s a crazy kinda beautiful
That she brings into the room
When I’m sitting there all by myself
And my heart begins to swoon

It captures my attention
While I’m gazing at the moon
And I feel the hair go up my spine
As the stars begin to loom

I can see it in her picture
From a thousand miles apart
A smile I simply can’t forget
Or a way to touch her heart

And while she loves
To stick her tongue out at me
Laughing as she cries
It’s the miracle of her life
That will always make me smile

While the game we play is silly
Maybe more than we’ll admit
It’s the one thing in between us
That we both can’t seem to quit

If you think I’m going crazy
Or simply sound insane
If I died and gone to heaven
And had only one to blame

I think it would be God and I
That only knew the name
Of the girl who came and stole my heart
When I couldn’t walk away

A Wave Of Disbelief

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When I was very young
I would stare into the sun
While the waves upon the ocean
Would merge into just one

You would hold onto my hand
As we made circles in the sand
And teach me how to breathe

When a wave of disbelief
Passed beneath our feet

When I had grown much older
I would rest upon your shoulder
To help me get right over
The years that made me colder

You would help me understand
Exactly where to stand
And remind me how to breathe

When a wave of disbelief
Brought me to my knees

Now that I am here
And fate is much more clear
Your words I still hold dear
As your heart is oh so near

God will have a plan
As he reaches for my hand
That will enable me to breathe

As a wave of disbelief
Slowly washes over me

I’ll Be Okay

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I’ll be okay I always say
Those three words I say again and again
It’s been forty-three years in this life of mine
And it feels like I do this all of the time

I’ve felt love and bliss
And that feeling from a kiss
I’ve seen beauty, hope, and people cope
With life and loss and the meaning of a cross

I’ve had fun in the sun and laughter in the rain
A marriage, a job, some success came my way
Yet through it all
It never ever ever ever failed to find me

I’ve felt pain in ways that’ll last for days
But always seems to go away

I’ve felt lost, ashamed, embarrassed, and blamed
But I’ve always lived to see those brighter days

I’ve been manic, confused, and unsure what to do
But I never gave up when I thought I should lose
I have strength that would blow your mind
I have strength that some have never seen before

A strength you won’t see in my arms and chest
A strength you won’t see in my legs and neck
But unbelievable strength to endure stress
Unbelievable strength to overcome my sadness
Unbelievable strength to help me breath

When a person’s depressed and feeling defeated
All they can think about
Is ending the pain
Trying to breath is their biggest challenge

I use my strength and my strongest power
I love myself
Because I’m all that matters

Breakup

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Today you will smile
No longer you’ll lie
The pain comes and goes
In this kind of life

The candle burns brightly
All through the night
Sending a message
Of love and delight

Tomorrow’s a new day
The mind will shift gears
The lessons you learned
Will now bring you tears

They married each other
In front of their friends
Their family was there
To watch it begin

Like stars in the rain
They danced into space
Not knowing the pain
Of falling from grace

Now they must struggle
Their love disappeared
The hearts they gave up
Are now filled with fear

The heat from the fire
Was worse than the touch
You’re now just a liar
You loved her so much

An end to the seethe
Allows you to breathe
You’ve packed up your things
So now you can leave

Time teaches lessons
To those who accept
That faith can heal wounds
That are hard to forget

Let us remember
To live without doubt
That true love will exist
That’s what it’s about

What’s Good

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It’s the cheers from the crowd
That make it a game
Or a play that stands out
That gives you a name

It’s the lessons learned
From those that care
That make you strong
And want to share

It’s the smiles and laughter
From a friend
That will keep you happy
Till the end

It’s the feeling you get
From a hug and a kiss
That down the road
You know you’ll miss

It’s the sound and lyrics
From a song
That stay with you
When days are long

And as I go through each new day
All that’s bad I throw away

And as I go on living like I do
I’ll save what’s good to give to you